You know that feeling when you want to rip someone’s fucking head off, scream at them, then beat them up? YEAH

Sometimes it’s good to cry… when they’re tears of joy <3

I wouldn’t put this on Facebook because I don’t want to be like all the other nuisances on there, but PEOPLE, STOP WITH THE DRAMA. Nobody wants to hear about how you  broke up with some douchebag, nobody wants to hear about how he doesn’t love you, nobody wants to hear you incessantly bitch about some girl trash-talking you! Furthermore, when people are in a relationship and all their posts are “I love so-and so” or “Out with so-and-so” EVERY SINGLE DAY. And lastly, the spelling. If you are in 10th grade and don’t know how to spell “people” or the uses of “their”, “there”, and “they’re”, go back to grade school. I will admit I am one of those people always putting the “*_____”, correcting people’s spelling on a status. There’s my rant, thank you

You’re too scared to linger in his presence,

Yet you watch him and wait for his smile,

Can’t help but admire his intelligence and generosity,

And his characteristic sense of style.

I’ll push my limits to extend yours as well,

Hoping you’ll see where my heart is at,

Give you the hint and a sweet smile,

You be the dog and I’ll be the cat.

<3

This is all I will say about the subject: Don’t do drugs, because those kids will make false accusations and will be very rude.

High school is an interesting place; everyone is trying to discover themselves and try new things. Some people try to get A+ grades, some people get into drugs, some people are dying to get a boyfriend. I, myself, have started to “find” myself. Earlier in the school year, I was one of many who went through the phase of “I need a boyfriend!!! AHH!!!!”. But guess what? That’s over. Part of reality is setting in; I want a boyfriend, but because I love this guy. Reality had a down side though… he doesn’t like me. Will that stop me? Nope. Another thing I learned about myself - I am very upfront with people, I am blunt and will tell people how I feel. Someone has described me as “brutally honest” before. Most likely, I will tell this guy that I have deep feelings for him and I don’t care what happens after that, at least he knows what the dealio is.

Aside from that, life is not about boyfriends and girlfriends, it is about friends, family, and memories. BROS BEFORE HOES. That is completely legitimate. I have become distant to some of my friends for many reasons, one of which was ‘cause she puts guys first. We had different views. If my friends were not there for me, I would have cried an exponentially larger amount of tears in my lifetime. My closest girlfriend can make me feel better after anything has happened; she makes me feel beautiful when I have cried my makeup off, she makes me feel like a sweetheart when I bitched someone out, and she makes me feel special when I feel I have no friends beside me. Family will always be there for you, and memories last a lifetime :) 

If bitches and hoes,

Were Snickers and Rolo’s,

Then school would be a sweeter place

I love it when one single person can turn your day around. It happened to me twice today. One friend of mine gave me a really sweet compliment, and that was flattering! Later in the day, something happened I was not expecting at all; a guy smiled at me. I was caught off guard because I was surprised, but I smiled back! Little things like that make your day. :)